ME and My stOry

2006-09-14T18:55:00.000+08:00

it's been like 3 months since i last came?? haha... guess no one shld be reading this blog anymore..

feeling down for the past 2 weeks... cos i think i have fallen for her but yet i don dare to tell her... frens ard me keep telling me to just go for it... but... i noe i am not the type of guy she goes for... so i noe there is no chance of us being tgt... but... things jus happen this way...

wanted to noe her 3 yrs ago... but got rejected... then i started to avoid her cos was kinda awkward... till now... she came over and made frens with me... why mus she step into my life again??? haiz... went out with her and the grp a few times... but nv had the chance to speak to her over the fone except the time i sent her home... haiz... i wished i have the courage to tell her but i'm afraid tt if i do... we might not even have the chance to be frens.. and i don wan tht to happen... but am i to continue suffering?? i tried to step out of their lives... but i can't..

been thinking about it the past few dAES.. very fan... haiz... someone slap me outta here please...

2006-06-19T17:07:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling all slpy rite now... slep at 5.30 on sudae morning after watching the WC... all kelong matches this weekend... causing pple to lose... sianz... went to work then the same routine of WC happens again... 2 hrs of slp... i'm going down... haha... damn tired...

it was fathers' dae yesterdae... but i spent the dae working and i got kinda jealous seeing families walking together, enjoying themselves... but i also reallised one thing... some families are not as happy as the others... like mine... the occasional outcast from the family... the soloist in the family... some other pple do share the same feelings as me... so others won't noe we are feeling bad cos we don't let it out... we tend to keep it to ourselves... and the only thing we can do?? tolerate!!!

2006-06-12T16:59:00.000+08:00

it's been ages since i blogged... been kinda bz since the start of FYPJ.. and wat's more... it's the world cup season although i jus watched on match todate... haha... bz with work and sch ends at 6 everydae for me... shit... i reallised i din have a brk for 3 weeks now and i'm feeling tired after the work in the zoo... the arms are aching *i need a massage!!!*... haha... 3 st daes working... totally worn out.. haha.. this week will be better both daes at famous amos so kinda relax... FYPJ realli sux man... i can't take it.. haha.. the first dae i was so stressed out when i was told tt i am attached to the RosettaNet thingy.. and wth is tt??

heard from pple is all about coding... i suck at it ok... i've been walking ard the sch like nobody's bizness... haha... else i will be stuck in this fish tank for 12 weeks... haha.. and the rest are having 2 weeks holidae... while we are still here suffering... i need a holidae.. haha...

i feel worn out... damn tired... guess will be heading home for a nap first b4 catching the match bet aust and japan... hahah... who gonna win?? my guess Japan... but i'm going for 0 goals... l0l... be here to post when i'm free again... haha...
and btw... am looking for a new jacket on yahoo auctions for sometime now but i cant find any.. any one seen nice one can tell me pls... hahaha.. thx!!! bb

2006-06-02T10:57:00.000+08:00

din post the last few daes cos i was sick... actually wanted to fake MC become real sick and got 2 daes MC... LOL...running nose still on but the throat just turned better... hehe.. thx to all for the concern... todae's the last dae of attachment... mixed feelings... happy cos it's finally over... and tt i can get back to sch... sad cos i'm gonna miss this life... and i got to do FYPJ!!! lol... worst thing... no more $550/mth... lol.. back to part timing life again... haha... the 2 daes of mc was tough... i was slping thru the daes... haha... cos the medicine could knock me out in 30 mins... power... but it is useless cos i'm still not well.. lol...
yesterdae was worst... i almost vomitted the moment i woke up.. got this choking sensation... so i stood at the basin trying to force it out... but nth... so i went to drink my POkka green tea... sat awhile and went to bath... felt better so off to work... during lunch, our supervisors treated us to lunch at Blooie's... had fish and chips, the portion was HUGE... LOL... then we chatted awhile be4 heading back to the office... after work, we took formal pics!!! haha... and when leaving the company, the security uncle was so happy he saw me cos i think he missed me while i was on 2 daes mc.. he is gonna miss me for a longer time liao.. hahaha....

todae is also my fren/schmate/colleague/japclassmate de b dae!!! HAPPT B'dae YONG HUI... lol... we ordering Pizza lah... don need go mac... LOL... i suddenly got the feel to go club!! LOL... but tonite fishing... tmr and sundae working... haiz... no time lehz.. sad... lunch is soon!!!... lol... let's enjoy the last dae... haha...

ATTN: CAM!!! tell me lehz... who?? hahaha....

Blooie's: A restarant situated at Science Park 2 Pasir panjang
A favourite place for ang mohs on harleys on fridae nites... haha...
Ambience: 7/10 (the music don suit me though)
Food: 9/10 big portions, price considered fair and taste wise not bad...
Service: 6/10 think is due to understaff... but nvm jus tt they din top up my plain water, i was having sore throat ok!!! lol...

Overall:8/10 would go again if i have the chance!!!

2006-05-28T20:51:00.000+08:00

went fishin on fridae nite... got home ard 5 plus 6 in the morning on saturdae... i am so tired... haha.. got one fish and released it back... then slept for 2 hrs be4 going to AMK to pray... i was kinda awake ok.... haha... then ard one plus i fell asleep... slept for one hr plus... haiz... total 3 hrs loh... haha... at nite went to toa pa yo for some reasons... felt tired ard 9 plus... got home at 10... haha... watch the huang fei hong... wow... then in the end slept at 1 plus... till 12 noon... haha... short slp sia... then stayed at home for one whole dae... kinda vexed now cos i don noe wanna go work tmr anot... last week to go!!! and i am feeling so empty inside as i was listening to Li Sheng jie's
Na me ai ta
going to slp le.. no one to talk to also online.. so off to bed so early...

2006-05-26T10:50:00.000+08:00

last 2 daes were bad...

wednesdae 24/5
i received the first coding thing... damn... i don noe how to do... lol... imagine 9mths without coding.. so.. the guy who asked me to code came by my place and asked how's the progress... i did the starting part only... haha.. then he ask me to type out one line.. i was like blank and couldn't type out any code... then he asked me whether i got learn java in sch anot.. "abit also don have??"... i replied "got... but fail de"... lol... i was tolerating inside... but kinda shiok i said tt... don noe why... LOL... then he typed out for me the code... and it's sth i din learn b4... zzz... i'm jus a student coming here to learn things... lucky he is good enough to teach me... haha...

thurs 25/5
started work as soon as i reached office... lol... first time loh... haha... i proceeded to the coding.. it works... but still got a problem.. then the guy ask me to jus send to him.. and i did jus tt... lol.. and the rest of the dae, i was reading 60k of data to find faults... cb... my eyes were seeing stars after the thing.. when i finished checking thru the data... was prepared for more work from yet another person.. heng he nv come find me.. lol.. ran off at 615... the bus came freaking late.. and i realised sth... singaporeans are not the kiasuest people here... i don wanna name the country pple... like above post... oops... haha.... ya!! filipinos.. male or female same... when the bus arrived, they are like there is gold in the bus... squeeze to the front... even singapore auntie lose to them... haha... haha... tehn when arrived at the stop... machiam got pple fart on the bus sia... wan to be the first to rush down... lol.. i was alighting too when the filipino lady sitting down stood up and squeeze tin front of me... i bo bian let her.. lol... first to get down got $$ take?? haha... if got then i will do the same next time..
then at nite i received bad news from my classmates... shant mention the thing.. but to Pei en, if u happen to be reading this... "take care, be strong" u got frens like us ard so feel free to talk to us if need help
... we'll be there for u... swear!!!

Todae:
haha... hope todae no emergency tasks to do so i can go home early!! 5pm can chao liao... lol... going nite fishing ltr... lol.. hope i get my grouper, my kim ba lor, my sting ray and my lobster?? LOL... wish me luck... i've got a feeling my throat is inflamed... haha...

2006-05-23T10:36:00.000+08:00

here i am in office... another dae of lazzing... i started work like at 1030 while still msning Mr Tng.. to be honest, i haven really even started work... haha... so tired... actually was free the whole dae to blog.. but kinda lazy so jus forgotten bout it.. felt like falling asleep the whole dae... lol... but the toilet is so smelly.... think everyone ate the wrong things all 3 cubicles were taken up!!! haha... no slping in the toilet for me yesterdae... oops... next fridae will be the last dae in this company!!! haha... finally... 11 weeks has past... but the unlucky thing is tt... wtf!! i don have holidaes?? i need rest man... i so shagged out... screw the sch lah... hope after FYPJ realli got 2 mths of holidaes.. haha.. this fridae nite may be going down to changi to fish... haha... hope successful... but sat morning Mr Chua asking me to help him move things to sembawang on sat morning!! wah piang... fri overnite lehz... i will be a walking zombie again on sat!!! lol... free labour lehz... haha... will be writing my report soon... now so sian... waiting for my supervisor to come and find me... i lazy to go find him ah...
lol... cant wait for the WORLD CUP!!!

2006-05-21T20:04:00.000+08:00

last ntie went to work in famous amos.. was so tired when i got home... stupid great singapore sales thingy... saw lotsa celebs yesterdae... don noe channel U filming wat at city link... jamming up the whole place... then at marina square... saw Chen Wei Lian singing Yue Ding... duhz... i din even bother to take a look... lol... not interested... then went to pasir ris todae... reached pasir ris park at ard 12... think there was at least 200 rods at tt time due to the competition... feel tt it is hard to see anyone getting a hoook up at the main pond, i moved to the pro pond... the moment i reached, a 2kg plus kim was brought up... din see the whole fight... sian... then up came another one at the opp bank... wow... it's seducing me to fish!!! then i saw a bend on one of the rods in another pond... i went over... wow... this fight was good.. tht bugger brought up i think is at least 3 kg... next week i'm gonna go there again!!

2006-05-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

f*** lah... there is a cb kia sitting me... a filipino... no offence... the rest are good... jus him... screw him... he aint giving me a tiny wini bit of privacy... he will see my screen each time he walks past me... im all right with tt... wat's worse... he asks me wat's tt... i was viewing a fishing forum... he stood behind me and said "eeeee"... cb... got his prob anot nb... no manners... haha... mother nv teach mehz?? i'm not pointing to all filipinos... jus him... i swear... cos the rest treats me quite well... haha... then jus now i was going thru my frens blog... to name her Wanyi... lol i promise i would mention her in ma blog todae... lol... back to topic... he saw me viewing her blog and he asked me one thing "oh... is tt ur sister??" i was like OMG!!! can shut up and go off?? stop standing behind me and see... i wanted to alt+tab but seems like obvious i don wan him to see... lol... then i scroll to somewhere without pics and stop there... then he jus left... lol... fu**ing ass lahz... kpo... haha...

enough of him... wow... todae's post is so long... back to myself... don let tt ass steal all the limelight... haha... last nite was kinda in a bad mood... cos tt gal kinda turned cold towards me suddenly... cos she wasn't in the right mood i guess... all tt stress for her chinese paper next week and her physics Crappy results... i replied her by saying... "ok, i think i understand..." and wished her good luck fer her chinese... b4 i went to slp... i decided to wish her good nite.. she actualli replied... she wished me good nite and slp well... i reply "i will... u too"... lol... i wanted to sae sth more like...
Hope u are feeling better...
but i was damn tired... my eyes closed immediately... sad... haiz... was feeling kinda down be4 receiving her msg... after tt i felt better... and jus wish tht she won't feel so stress up...

PS: KC!!! if u reading this... lol... don wanna let me kp ah... let me vent some anger cannot ah!!! lol... thx lahz...

todae's post so long... first time in history... lol... and wanyi!!! i linked u liao... and i DID mention u todae!!!

2006-05-18T17:08:00.000+08:00

tired tired and very tired... in office how to slp... hide in toilet loh... haha... but then again... many pple walking in and out todae... so decided to jus flush and walk out... haha... back into office.. the air con is making me slpy again... sian... last nite woke up at 2 to watch soccer... haha... she "woke" me up at 230... then i said i call her ltr, i go cook maggie first.. then when everything was in my stomach and dishes washed, i went to call her... she din ans... i called twice... no ans... so i msged her... she said she's tired... so i asked her to go slp bah... then i continued watching soccer with my brother and dad...i wanted to chat with her... but i'm getting lesser of slp everydae... and it's not tt i don wanna call her or anything... i'm in need of slp!! haha... sorry!!! although i noe she wont be reading this... jus to sae it out... nothing wrong... another hr b4 i go home... i will sacrifice my slp tonite jus to talk to her... hopefully i'll be able to take it... hehe... so trying to get into a position to slp without pple noticing... and it's so diff...
scroll down for a stunning beauty... she's gorgeous... trust me u would love her as much as i do... LOL...

2006-05-18T10:16:00.000+08:00

i jus remembered taking a photo on the dae i went clubbing... she's pretty... trust me... i love her... so will u guys...

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2006-05-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

13 daes and 10 mins more to go... and there is the end of my attachment... tiring dae.... i feel like slping now... was unable to slp in the toilet jus now cos the uncle inside kpkb.... i realise something... during this attachment, i've become members of a few forums... and a blog hopper... and i've created my own... haha...wonder if i will still have time to blog after ipp... 20 mins more to go... and the end of todae... am i going to meet her ltr?? hope so... hehe... jus hope she finish tution late... i'm bad... read this "If there is anything tt u are keeping to urself, let it out to feel better"... just my thoughts...

outing for blez and frens?? wan me to organise?? lol.. tag me if wan then i plan sentosa again...

2006-05-15T17:34:00.000+08:00

Long weekend over...wat a happening weekend it is... LOL... getting drunk and forgetting things is so good.... i realise tt if u keep sth in ur heart, it ain't helping... it's makin u feel worse... so forget about all the pai sehness and cry it out... it's pretty shiok!!! LOL.... went home at 4+am 2 daes in a row... slept for a few hours only... haha... i think i found my cup of tea le... talked to her for about 4 hrs last nite... record for me... hehe.... realise some things in common between us... but i jus hope tht this time i making things st... go for her was wat my frens said... they all asked me who it is... LOL... thx for the support eh... haha... i will jia you... but the most important thing i want to tell my brothers is tt we stood by each other that dae... and we always will!!! don keep anything to urself!! let it all out.. don keep it to urself, it ain't nothing precious... just troubles... glad tt things were settled tt nite...so blez`j3 minus the B is still together!!! lol... this fridae meet up talk about last fri!!
damn funny!!

2006-05-12T12:11:00.000+08:00

din blog yesterdae cos i wasn't home the whole dae... took half dae from work to go and make my atm card... end up... i queued the wrong queue for 1 hr plus... knn... nvm tht... i thought DBS and POSB same de... in the end... i cant make my atm card... wasted one hr plus before having my brunch at 4 plus.... then walked ard cwp... after tt went to jian wei home... and waited till 9 for leo to pick us up...
And the night livens up... we were off to MOS... but... the rain hindered our journey cos we have to dive damn slow... imagine 50 km on the expressway.... u cant see the car in front if their rear lights are off... reached MOS ard 10... went in smoove... empty?? oh still early.... but the music already sucking like f***.... i thought RnB nite in main hall?? i feel cheated... sian... nvm... then went to meet jess and fren outside... go in smoove again... FULL!!! nb... pple coming in like water sia... got to noe a few more new frens last nite... jess tp fren and another malay guy (also from TP) whom i danced along with... he's a great clubber i guess... shit i'm getting bolder each time i go clubbing... a new experience every time... haha... till the next time!!! RnB i will be there... cya... jw de b dae celebration ltr... will drunk again....

2006-05-10T09:46:00.000+08:00

a new dae has begun... let's hope it ends soon... so boring... so shu xin this morning... haha... she more chio le sia... but i noe tht we are meant to be frens only... neither do i have the thought of wooing her back.. i'm still as shy... lol... see her my mouth stuck... don noe wat's coming out from it also... haha... now i got nth to do.... talking to that sickening Jian Wei ... LOL... chatting with him everydae sia... so sian... haha... last nite slept at 9+... missed the msg my fren sent... then i woke up at 4 to reply her... LOL... then in the end i couldn't get back to slp until 6.30... now... i'm so tired... wish there is a bed in the office... then i can don need to hide in toilet anymore!!! lol... i scared the uncle... haha.... tmr MOS??? fridae steamboat?? sat fishing?? sundae?? MOTHERS' DAY!!! might be bringing my family out for dinner... or steamboat at home then can immediately play mahjong after that... LOL...

2006-05-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

almost time to go home from work again... got the pay cheque todae... knn... almost couldnt get it cos the cost center manager din sign it... damn... heng my fren de pretty supervisor went up to talk to them... haha
and their faces were like... black??
haha.. my heater is fixed... which means no cold showers or me in the middle of the nite again... COlD!!! haha...quite ex to get it repaired, 300+?? wow... sudden craving for woodland center de seafood soup... miss it... MOS on thurs?? shall see... haha... lets just hope my pay comes in on thurs bah... bank in ltr!!! wat a tiring dae...

2006-05-08T10:17:00.000+08:00

f***!!! i'm beginning to hate my bro de gf more and more... knnbccb... she got no home of her own?? staying over at my place 24/7... cb... tt nvm... she yesterdae morning beat(lightly) my sis, i already wanna kao pei her liaoz... cb... my sis i also nv beat unless she do wrong... knn... then last nite i gaming then she complain about my sis to my bro... f*** my sis was having tution halfway then my bro ask my sis to to his room to scold... then my mom ask wat happened... my bro said "wu li eh tai ji bo!!" wtf!!! knn... i don even talk to my mom like tt lohz... cb i almost wnted to go in and whack him... my dad din noe, if he heard... guess we would be ushing him outta the house he fucker!!
ccb... then i saw my mom de eyes red... hong kan lah... his gf big ah... fucking cb.... and if i could win my bro in fighting... i might end up fighting with him... zzz... fuck!!! ask his gf go home lah... hong kan nb cb...

2006-05-07T16:35:00.000+08:00

din blog yesterdae vcos i got home late... then todae morning went to bishan to play soccer!!
wow... the pitch was so muddy i thought i was having a mud bath there... free somemore... then i now tt i cant run anymore... no stamina... haha... got to mac bishan this morning... the guy who served me actualli joked?? he asked me wat i wan to change the drink to... tiger?? zzz.... got home ard 330... my nose bled... out of the blue... i'm sick... gone to watch i not stupid 2... lolx...

2006-05-05T17:38:00.000+08:00

It's almost time for me to go home... yes... another day of doing nothing... and 19 daes left excluding the 1 or 2 daes mc tt i'm Planning to take... haha... going to work is so tiring... one of my eyes is hurting... "excuse for MC"... hehe... shit i forgotten to bring my phone outta the house... it's gonna complain ltr... feeling uneasy without it... seems like it realli is part and parcel of my house already.... going home ltr... it's a fridae... i ain't going out am i?? not sure.. going work at Famous amos tmr... Election dae!!! Basketball in the morning... yes... no life on weekend again... sundae soccer!! haha... all planned out liao... hope nth cocks up... and hope my eyes still hurt on sundae nite... then i go see doctor!! MC 2 daes pls...
haha...

2006-05-05T16:51:00.000+08:00

First post in the blog... which is done up in march... rested for 3 mths cos i was too lazy... ya... then after daes of reading other pples blogs... decided to blog my own... haha...